After you have gone down one me
For the first time- a surprise
Then fucked me from behind
As if to prove you are still a man.
We fall back, bruised and breathing heavy
And heavier into sleep.
Me on my back with you hand
Cupped on the very bottom of my belly.
It is the hand of a husband, or a father,
On the womb of his unborn child.
Though I dream-dreamer I am of all of things-
I cant conjure this.
You are just a lover with a stray hand, heavy
In a place that will be ours.